What To Do?

Sometimes i have no idea in caring some body,

is the problem of i m too sensitive? or i m too girly? @@

i think i m care enough to others, but always come with opposite result,

in love, in friendships, in family.......

i hope someone can really know me, but still finding it, may be will appear some day, 10 years, 20 years?? who know...

i m so hurt with my pass, hope it will be never happen again, i don't like the feeling,

but i m so happy because i got a best friend in UNI, ms. R ....

Is a Happy Day or a Sad Day?

Tomorrow i m going back home already, i should happy....

The problem is today test made me down, it forced me change my flight to go home just because of a half hour test, it cost me RM 350++ , what a crazy lecturer in university? some more don't allow me to replace the test. i m wondering those lecturer thinking, especially is (M) people, what is in their mind?

Second thing made me moody is someone request me to help them do some thing, but i still need to see their face, some more want me waiting them for a long time to pick the result. I m really sad is because the people never bother me for a time, but suddenly find me back to help. I have been used by the people, the problem is i won't mind whether the people is using me or not, i also will totally help the people done the things. But at the end, the people need me to wait them for so long, some more give me a reason lazy to find me to get back the result, it is hurt me, i m so sad...

So, should i happy or sad?

I m really sad and moody for the night, no one can let me shout out, no one can let me got the confidence with them, even if got also fall asleep already......

But it is passed, now is already 12am is a new day, so i will forget it and face to a new begin with positive thinking and happy mood, i hope my closest friend also can same with me.....

Thanksgiving

I just saw one of my friend's blog, she is just break up with her boy friend. I'm so sad see her like this, i think back of my pass, while i was chasing a senior who is in the same uni with me, but it was passed, we can't live in the previous, we have to grow, that why now i m feel happy with my friends, and always give consult to those who are breaking in love. The same story i told the friend, she is very lucky, because she and her boy friend is just two year if compare to those more than 2 years person. We have to thanks god for giving us these kind of experience. I'm so lucky to have this friend also, she is pretty, and very kind. Hope she can wake up, and look forward fight for her future, reserve for a better one ^^

Nowadays i love the song "Sayang Kinabalu", the song let me feel relax, and representing the place where i m now. And don't know is influence by who.....

May be is the Kinabalu Mount ^^ i love this place, let me meet her, let me have a new experience, let me knowing the friend from every states, let me know the friend i said just now.

THANKS.......

An Empty Day

omg~~ today morning class just macroeconomic tutorial, it is too bad because today is also formal day, i have to wear formal for one hour classes, then need to wash the formal wear for the class. it is so waste the water and my powder to wash it. Beside, i had try the curry fish ball made by the seniors for their APK assignment, it taste not bad but there are still a lot to improve, but i like the luohan longan drink, it is so "cold" made my heart got the home feeling ^^fdfd

Luo Han Guo Longan

Curry Fish Ball