May, June, July and August are a long holiday, it drove me crazy.
Before i come back from Labuan, i thought i got thing/ job is waiting for me to do,
but the fact is not, my friends all quit the previous career and joined a different company to work.
i applied for a lot of company also which related to sales career, i realize the real society is scary now.
The thing i feel scare is about the job and the salary are not in proportion. A high level such as manager job just can get around RM2k salary. It is really "OMG".
Just because of my requirement is not bad, some company was invited me for a interview but i rejected. Just because i scare and the i do not know how to go the place where in PJ.
And just because the failure of my expectation drive me missing the way in my holidays, i totally lost the way and don't know want to do what to make my holiday meaningful. i failed!!
But at least now i got a relax job but the working is damn long for me which is help my cousin to assist him. Working hour start from 10am to 9pm 11 hours, working day is monday to saturday and sunday might do also. The longer working hour made me cant do my own stuff and feel sad with that, i can't do the thing i like. Totally like selling my time to my cousin just like the word i told my downline: working for others equals to selling our time to other because we are not doing our own things.
At the end, i just hope the time pass faster i hope to go back study, at least i got some thing to do and not wasting my time to work for other, it is useless for my future.